You Exist
You exist, you matter, there is purpose in your life despite what’s been thrown your way
This is a place I need to prepare you for because all the writings are not pretty, or perfect, some are hopeful, some are despairing
It is reality at its rawest, my vulnerabilities, reflections, emotions in presenting moments, every aspect of thoughts, here I’m sharing
Some messy, and hard to write, but for me there was a process, as I began to let the words that were evoked flow
Some are frustration and dark, hope seems scarce, others you can see that as I continue to write the concept of prosperity, and resolution grows
I choose to display all writings, because to neglect the ones that are challenging or dark would be untrue to the human form
And my ambition is that whatever you read, one speaks to your being and you know that your thoughts, concerns, and journey is allowed despite if it feels you’re in a storm
So if any piece is relatable, take it, I truly believe these are not just for my benefit but in my creation and activity I thought of you
Lean into the feelings and know they are valid, the good, the bad, the ugly, every portion holds value and is true
So if you cry, feel hopeless, or an ease of mind, give yourself the opportunity for your body to receive and to release
My aspiration is that through whatever capacity these writings hold for you, I hope you find you’re not alone, and there rest is found and you discover peace
2 Sept 2024 21:28
You exist, you matter, there is purpose in your life despite what’s been thrown your way
10 Sept 2024 23:10
What has the world become, have we numbed ourselves to all the pain
10 Oct 2024 00:24
I look left then look right but yet there is no one around
13 Oct 2024 00:27
I have always felt defaulted to kindness, it has always just resonated with who I want to be
14 Oct 2024 06:10
It's that time of year again, where you are simultaneously excited and exhausted all at once as you begin this race's last inning
13 Oct 2024 22:17
This is dedicated to one of the most special relationships I know
16 Oct 2024 03:00
When the day has been long or triggers have spiked your emotions high
20 Oct 2024 01:22
It's hard sometimes when conflict arises, or misunderstanding and even disparity compels us to take action
24 Oct 2024 22:23
The seasons, the years, the times that felt unhinged and you wish that you could just erase
25 Oct 2024 05:22
You have navigated many stormy seas, you're a captain, and though it's your job is to direct, you never thought you would in the end be alone
28 Oct 2024 06:52
I wanted you to choose me, not because you are biologically obligated or you felt guilty but because a piece of you wanted me
28 Oct 2024 07:56
Forgiveness, is a big one, a hard one, how do you release the pain and suffering, and let someone free of the harm they have caused you?
30 Oct 2024 07:03
Can you be in two places at once, a contradictory position, like your heart and mind are at battle and in a state of war
31 Oct 2024 22:08
They say don’t disassociate, allow the feelings, be present, it will subside, but sometimes it actually doesn’t and the imminent need is survival
9 Nov 2024 20:30
Be careful little eyes what you see is a line I remember hearing as a child and I get it now because what you see can ultimately impact everything
10 Nov 2024 08:15
Family, it is our first interactions in life, the establishment of routines, values and our beliefs
26 Nov 2024 05:13
You do not owe anyone your story because no one has lived your life and though it feels unjust at times, your life is not something you have to prove
28 Nov 2024 07:16
Today I reflect and I am reminded of a very special day that I want to celebrate and utilise it's notions every single day of the year
2 Dec 2024 05:40
As the dark still lingers and the sun tries to rise over the mountain, it is confronted with the fog that reminds me that sorrow still is in my midst
2 Dec 2024 20:17
I am only a human and am weighted by adversity, hearing that I'm expected to survive and overcome independently because I always do feels ignorant
4 Dec 2024 00:50
I surrender the fight for this year and give myself permission to find rest, I am aware at this stage nothing else for the year can be achieved
4 Dec 2024 21:47
A year that has shifted me more then I feel my whole life has ever done, I am unsure if it's the adversity or my heart more inclined in the broken to find healing
6 Dec 2024 06:26
We are predisposed to inherently hold certain characteristics, additionally we are guided by experiences, trauma, endorphins, this all shapes how we engage
8 Dec 2024 01:29
I have journeyed far and experienced great things while also having overwhelming struggles, I find myself now with the resolution to at all costs prioritise my peace