I grapple with the moments when I feel the overwhelming emotions and challenges, and it often feels like this wave of great defeat.
However, when I sit with it and reflect on these moments, I question if looking at it like giving up is the right direction and maybe instead it's better to see it as leaning into release.
Taking ownership of the choice and allowing it not to be not so negative or clouded by failure but rather a moment to decide to no longer hold its weight.
It's still sad, and wrapped in grief, but I wonder if my headspace and heart shifts when I choose to look at its motion in a light that gives me an autonomous state.
Don't mistake my words as, regardless, the action is heavy and hard. I guess I'm just trying to find ways to help myself move forward, as my heart's desire is to heal and grow.
So I find myself in deep reflection so that the daily wrestling of emotions and things I carry can find some peace, as my ambition is to release the pain so I can create space for better things to come and for me to hold.
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